So sick, running out of meds, many countries to get to it. Family trips have now become near impossible, but nothing is completely impossible. I’m gonna hold on. Nothing will beat me.

Fingers crossed. Rough roads ahead.

Sick beyond what I am used to. What does it all mean. I’m usually good at understanding my life, this past month and present sure have thrown me for a loop. So many changes too. I feel almost stuck in time. I have for months, I haven’t even been on the website or YouTube because of it. Gotta wait it out.

im trying and worried